tonight I am sad

I leave america tomorrow/today/after sleeping.
I'm sorry if I haven't emailed you or responded to you or something else.
Life is hectic here and I want to stay.
I love Carolyn so much.
I am too tired to keep reading but I don't want to go to bed yet because then I will be sadder due to no distractions.
I have enjoyed my time here a lot a lot.
Lets try and be positive.
When I get home I will be able to lie in bed for a few days (maybe. I don't know. I am telling myself this. I am a little sick and probably just need rest to recover. AMerica has been hectic but wonderful).
I will get to hangout with Wellington people (hi ALice lets do a ustream okay?)
I will work hard on writing and making my life good so when Caro gets here/there in December it will be even better.
What else?
I'm trying to write a poem abput being a god.
Caro is aslepe.
I should too
I have been appearring offline on chat for a while now.
I am doing an online course called Short Fiction II
Roman numerals.
Tattoos
I just started listening to a podcast (almost typed point gaurd) and the volume was too loud at first and i quickly turned it donw so it wouldnt wake caro
I am naked