I wrote this days ago when I was planning to finish it

I shoplift weights.

I carry a book everywhere like a security blanket. Sometimes more than one for even more security. As I walk or sit I open them and flick through pages without reading because I don't feel up to reading but it is comforting. I often don't feel up to reading unless it's out loud to someone else in which case I am excited. I am not excited about speaking that isn't reading. I buy lots of books and having them in my room makes me happy except when I think why do I spend all my money on these books that I don't even read, there are so many books so why am I trying to write more, I will never be as good as these people. My house has a good security system because it is made of books.

Your essay must be ten rampages long.

I have not scored today's goal yet. Today's goal is to write a one (to two) page outline of a ten minute film. My focus on school is waning. I am more interested in poetry at the moment.