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Here I am with another blogpost.

Most of the time when I tell people about something bad that happened to me I am not trying to complain, I just want to let them know.

It is raining heavily and I want to be somewhere outside but still sheltered reading a book but I don't know any places like that.

Just because I decide to stop posting as often in order to maintain quality control doesn't mean I should stop writing as often.

Most of the time I think I'm getting better but sometimes I think 'fuck'.

It seems hard to determine how many people like you how much so it's better to not care about that.

A while ago I planned to write a post about jealousy.

I was feeling jealous of Gabby Gabby and Russ Woods.

I shouldn't be jealous though.

I'm not really anymore.

Still a little but not so much.

They have books coming out because they have written books.

They have poems in cook journals because they submitted to the cool journals.

If I want those things I need to do those things.

I was also going to write about guilt in the blog post.

How I have fought my way into a corner.

How I feel guilty if I don't post on everything is fantastic.

Or if I don't post my daily status.

Or if I don't like enough things.

It is impossible to keep up with the internet.

I have told myself multiple times that it's not worth trying to catch up but every time I fall behind I try to catch up anyway.

My new bio is: Jackson Nieuwland likes unicorns. He is the author of the ebook everything is fantastic (www.everythingisfantastic.com)

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