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Am I really getting sikk or am I just using that as an excuse to noot do things? The last couple weeks my brain felt like an arrow, now it feels like a blob. I triedd to read Tender Buttons by Gertrude Stein again (in the bath thiis time) but I couldn't get past the first page. I couldn't focus.

Now I'm lying in my parents bed. Is that weird? Doesn't seem to weird to me. I just wanted a change of secene I guess. I'm rewatching the third season of Skins. Why? I don't know. I'm writing this blog post way earlier in the day than I wrote the other ones.

Alice sent me  a get untired fast plan. I put it as my desktop background. Here is my desktop:

It's messy right. Is that a sign of something? I'm going to try and follow this plan. Hopefully it will help.

I'm interviewing a few people at the moment. Does any website want me to be their in house interviewer or something? Idk.

I did two loud sneezes. My nose isn't blocked though. Am I sick? My throat is sore. Do you want to nurse me back to health? You could wear a nurses uniform. It might be fun. It might not.

I gave my friend a copy of Grow Up for his birthday. I gave him a hug and lifted him up. I watched people play table tennis. I watched people play Fifa '11. I listened to people talk. I ate some cake. I am a chocolate cake connoisseur. I have high standards for chocolate cake. This cake was only okay, but it was served with icecream and chocolate so that was nice. My friend has a tradition for his birthday where everyone at the party takes a bite out of the same slice of cake. It's cool. Here's a photo of it from last year:

Here is my friend:

Wow that's a small photo.
Yesterday was my first time seeing him in ages.
Like half a year or something.
Was kinda weird.
Awkward.
He was one of my best friends.
Was my first time seeing a lot of other people in a long time as well.
Time to wrap this up.
How do I wrap this up?
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I am now taking requests on what to blog about. What shall I blog about?

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I went to try and get some t-shirt made but the guy at the store was like these are the wrong file types. What did you use to make these? It's all flattened. He kept talking about vectors. IDK IDGI JUST PUT THE PICTURES ON THE TSHIRTS BRO. can some else just handle thiis for me?

I went to the library but I was too tired to read let alone write. This tired thing is getting out of hand. I think I might be coming down with a cold or something. My dad said that I look tired and have rings under my eyes. What do you think?

Also at the library I got this book out:

I havent read it before and I saw it on the returned today shelf. it looked short and I opened it and it was written in really short sections. I thought cool I can read this classic really quickly. But it turns out that its not the real version. It's a simplified version for people who are learning to read. I'm not sure if I'll read it now. It seems like it might be funny if I did. But it also seems like I might not so I dont ruin the proper version for myself. Idk




I took a break from reading Nothiing to read Varieties Of Disturbance and now I'm having trouble getting back into Nothing or reading anything. I feel kinda bleak right now. My hands are dry my throat is sore.

When people ask me what I've b een up to I never know what to say. I always do the same things. Fuck this is a shitty blog post.

What should I blog about?

Does anyone else ever feel like smashing their computer to pieces. Throwing their laptop into the wall. Snapping it in half. Throwing their cellphone into a fountain or other body of water. I often imagine doing these things.

What should I blog about?

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I went to that party. It was okay. There were a lot of people. The end

I went for a run

I started out feeling really good. THought I was gonna run better than I have in a while. But I quickly lost my breath so that suckked. But on the positive side my legs felt strong the whole time, it was just my aerobic fitness that needs work. In the second half of the run i got into an okay rhythm. I got a second wind on the final uphill stertch and ended up finishing well. Had been planning on running again tomorrow night but I'm going to a party instead. Not sure how I feel about that.

After the run I did a poo and my ass was sweaty on the toilet seat. Gutted for the next person who sits there. I think I'm gonna trim my pubes for the ~3rd time ever soon because I've got a pimple or something down there and I think shorter hair might be better for it.

this is what im wearing for pyjamas tonight. My mum saw me wearing these underwear and said they looked too tight. These and my pink underwear are my favourite underwear at the moment. I've put this pic on me in the pink undies online before but here it is again:

GUYs I want to wake up early and be productive tomorrow but it's already 11:56pm and I still have so much to do today! FUCK. If only I hadn't slept in this morning. ALthough it's probably good that I did. I was really tired last night. Usually when I sleep in I feel bad due to not being productive but this morning I was okay with it. I HAVEN'T EVEN POSTED ON EVERYTHING IS FANTASTIC YET.

I'm supposed to be writing 150 words a dayt on my novel thing but I haven;t done any the last two days so that means I have to do 450 tomorrow. Gonna go to the fish and chip shop for lunch tomorrow but I'm not gonna get fish because I don't eat meat. Gonna have two vege rolls instead. The vege rolls are FUCK WHAT ARE THEY CALLED AGAIN? oh yeah Spring Rolls but the spring rolls at the fish and chip shop have meat in them so they also have Vege Rolls on the menu which are actually vegetarian spring rools.

I had my first meeting with my new case manager (i don't think thats her official title but thats basically what it is) today. She was young and seemed nice. She likes Brett Easton Ellis and she used the word fantastic.

it's 12:07am

Goodmorning