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Am I really getting sikk or am I just using that as an excuse to noot do things? The last couple weeks my brain felt like an arrow, now it feels like a blob. I triedd to read Tender Buttons by Gertrude Stein again (in the bath thiis time) but I couldn't get past the first page. I couldn't focus.

Now I'm lying in my parents bed. Is that weird? Doesn't seem to weird to me. I just wanted a change of secene I guess. I'm rewatching the third season of Skins. Why? I don't know. I'm writing this blog post way earlier in the day than I wrote the other ones.

Alice sent me  a get untired fast plan. I put it as my desktop background. Here is my desktop:

It's messy right. Is that a sign of something? I'm going to try and follow this plan. Hopefully it will help.

I'm interviewing a few people at the moment. Does any website want me to be their in house interviewer or something? Idk.

I did two loud sneezes. My nose isn't blocked though. Am I sick? My throat is sore. Do you want to nurse me back to health? You could wear a nurses uniform. It might be fun. It might not.

I gave my friend a copy of Grow Up for his birthday. I gave him a hug and lifted him up. I watched people play table tennis. I watched people play Fifa '11. I listened to people talk. I ate some cake. I am a chocolate cake connoisseur. I have high standards for chocolate cake. This cake was only okay, but it was served with icecream and chocolate so that was nice. My friend has a tradition for his birthday where everyone at the party takes a bite out of the same slice of cake. It's cool. Here's a photo of it from last year:

Here is my friend:

Wow that's a small photo.
Yesterday was my first time seeing him in ages.
Like half a year or something.
Was kinda weird.
Awkward.
He was one of my best friends.
Was my first time seeing a lot of other people in a long time as well.
Time to wrap this up.
How do I wrap this up?
wrap wrap wrap wrap wrap wrap wrapw warp

I am now taking requests on what to blog about. What shall I blog about?

I went for a run

I started out feeling really good. THought I was gonna run better than I have in a while. But I quickly lost my breath so that suckked. But on the positive side my legs felt strong the whole time, it was just my aerobic fitness that needs work. In the second half of the run i got into an okay rhythm. I got a second wind on the final uphill stertch and ended up finishing well. Had been planning on running again tomorrow night but I'm going to a party instead. Not sure how I feel about that.

After the run I did a poo and my ass was sweaty on the toilet seat. Gutted for the next person who sits there. I think I'm gonna trim my pubes for the ~3rd time ever soon because I've got a pimple or something down there and I think shorter hair might be better for it.

this is what im wearing for pyjamas tonight. My mum saw me wearing these underwear and said they looked too tight. These and my pink underwear are my favourite underwear at the moment. I've put this pic on me in the pink undies online before but here it is again:

GUYs I want to wake up early and be productive tomorrow but it's already 11:56pm and I still have so much to do today! FUCK. If only I hadn't slept in this morning. ALthough it's probably good that I did. I was really tired last night. Usually when I sleep in I feel bad due to not being productive but this morning I was okay with it. I HAVEN'T EVEN POSTED ON EVERYTHING IS FANTASTIC YET.

I'm supposed to be writing 150 words a dayt on my novel thing but I haven;t done any the last two days so that means I have to do 450 tomorrow. Gonna go to the fish and chip shop for lunch tomorrow but I'm not gonna get fish because I don't eat meat. Gonna have two vege rolls instead. The vege rolls are FUCK WHAT ARE THEY CALLED AGAIN? oh yeah Spring Rolls but the spring rolls at the fish and chip shop have meat in them so they also have Vege Rolls on the menu which are actually vegetarian spring rools.

I had my first meeting with my new case manager (i don't think thats her official title but thats basically what it is) today. She was young and seemed nice. She likes Brett Easton Ellis and she used the word fantastic.

it's 12:07am

Goodmorning

uwgt

I am listening to the directors commentary of I'm Still Here. Why? I don't know.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired
I'm so tired.
Im so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so tired.
I'm so itred.
I'm so titred.
I'm so tired.
I usually get depressed when I'm tired.
LETS HOPE THAT DOESNT HAPPEN THIS TIME LOL

There is a person on facebook who poked me once and then I poked them back and they poked me back and so one. The normal poking relationship. BUT ME AND THIS PERSON ARE NOT FACEBOOK FRIENDS. Crazy right? I looked at their page once. I think we had like two mutual friends. Neither of us has tried adding the other.

I listened to this song one hundread times today. It didn't annoy me until it annoyed me, then it annoyed me.

I'm glad this blog is secret because this post doesn't feel up to scratch. I often get itchy. I'm not sure if it's more than other people do or not. Maybe it's a nervous tick. I have some of those. What if a teacher was really anxious about some grading they were doing and so they gave you a nervous tick. Is scratching still a thing? Like with DJs. Do people still know what crossfaders are?

I ate some dates. I've never been on a date. There is that scene in Robin Hood: Men In Tights where the bad guy askes Maid Marion if she wants a date and it's a trick. Remember?

I did a ustream.

I am beiing part of the blog revival/revolution but it seems like blogs never left nz. Alice and Stacey both blog regularly. The daily aspect is cool though. I do that on my 'real' blog too. SOmetimes it's hard but it's good because it makes me do things. Doing things makes me feel better about myself. I'm so tired

I just farted.

SOmetimes I'm so tired that I can't do anything. Not even get ready for bed. So I get stuck in a certain zone. I am on my way there now. I need something to eat. I want pretzels but there's no way I'm going out to buy any. I'll just see what's in the kitchen. Goodnight