Here's a photo on me sitting in a chair in my old room

I am writing this in my new room which is also my old room. It was my room but then I moved away and my sister took it. Then I moved back home. Then when my sister was going through a hard time my sister  moved into another room but still used this room sometimes. Now I have moved back into this room. The wireless doesn‘t reach this room. I am writing this in word and then I will take my laptop into another room and copy paste it into word. I wrote this post last night but then my computer crashed and I lost it. I am recreating this post.

I yelled extremely quietly, “Where the fuck is the forty year old virgin.”

I want to make iconic things. I used to always think that the best rap lines were just like sayings. I guess I meant memes but I didn’t know that word yet. Also really clever ones.

I am watching Knocked Up.

Have been referring to this room as the love shack. I just misspelt shack as shake. This room is not connected to the rest of the house.

When I said the forty year old virgin I was referring to Knocked Up.

It is only a week til Christmas. What are you doing over the holiday period?

I need to create a memorable meme separate from everything is fantastic. All my other memes are either not memorable or just offshoots of everything is fantastic.

I need to pee. Then me and my mum are going to play tennis but first we have to wait for my dad to get home with the car so I’ll probably check facebook while I’m waiting =f

everything i say is the best compliment i can think of at the time

The title of this blog post should be the title of a poem.
I need to step my titling game up forreal.

Today I roleplayed with my casemanager. Kinky.
But seriously she's pretty cool.
Today I called her Ari insteat of Arianna.
She is the first mental health person I have called by a nicknmae.
Swag.

Tired.
Just downloaded that Das Racist album.
I want to make a rap album.
I want Damiaan Van Der Werf to help me with it.
I need to ask him about that.
Maybe I'll just link him to this.
That would be rude.
I already know exactly what the first single will be.
I know the words and the music.
I will be the next Das Racist.
I went through a phase where instead of calling things bad I called them racist.

Read a real sweet poem by Mike Kitchell just now.
Been vibing off Russ Woods and nEon glittery recently.

GOnna start moving all my stuff in one room of this house into another room in this house.
What i did the everyday?

This Das Racist is dope.

All I want is to be hugging someone while lying down and for the hug to last a long time.

Also other things.
But I don't want to be selfish.

I want to read a lot of books before the end of the year but the list of books keeps getting longer and the list of days keeps getting shorter.

What's a bro gotta do to get in the Pop Serial fold hiuh?

Squeeze my bicep.
It's tiny.
When I was little I would flex my arm and feel the bone and think it was muscle.

I compare everything to everything else.
Everything is part of the same thing anyway.

Fresh sheets on my bed.
I'm gonna have a bath

Fuck
No pictures
Here are some of my old house in Auckland:

Haven't done shit today, not gonna do shit today.

Thought, 'What if I ran against Poncho Peligroso for the position of Poet Laureate 2012?'

Had a dream that I lost a bunch of twitter followers.

Here are two extracts from an email I sent Maggie Lee:
I got into the internet lit stuff at the beginning of last year. I was reading Spike Jonze's wikipedia page trying to find out what his next project was going to be after Where The Wild Things Are. I found out he had bought the rights to Light Boxes by Shane Jones. I looked into Shane Jones and found out about Publishing Genius Press and HTMLGiant. I bought some books and read stuff. I added some writers on facebook. I was a fan but I didn't contribute to the scene at all. Then around April(?) this year three things happened: I became facebook friends with Steve Roggenbuck (I can't remember who added who) and we commented back and forth a lot on a wall post, Let People Poems was launched and I posted a poem there and got a good response which gave me confidence, and one day for no real reason I wrote everything is fantastic on a few hundred people's walls. Everything has just grown from there
and
I will never complete this novel


How do people read really long books?

Why does my interview on HTMLGiant only have two comments?

I paid Vimeo $10US to let me upload a video that was larger than the size they allow you to upload for free. I now have Vimeo Plus or something. Can I monetise my crappily produced videos?

I feel fat.

Here are my two least publicised social media accounts:
http://www.formspring.me/Jacksonieuwland
http://lookbook.nu/jacksonnieuwland

I have a new form that I am trying on twitter:
http://twitter.com/#!/slapbatman

The poetic technique I have been using the most lately is 'I put the _ in _'. Thanks Chris Toll.

I might be part of the 1%

Whenever someone uses the word fantastic I get excited.

I have also been making use of the poetic technique where you put the word sometimes in front of a line.

This post isn't going to have any pictures.

Yesterday I thought about how easy it is to get lost in the internet and convince yourself that you are talented. (You being me)

I wish this ustream would start so that I would be distracted from myself.

I have been posting a lot of rap videos on facebook recently.

Jordan Castro is the person I have asked the most questions on formspring.

I used to think that formspring was called forumspring.

How do I get more notes on my tumblr posts?
The one with the goal of getting 100 notes only got 35.

If I'm not going to write my novel I should at least read something. What should I read?

I am listening to Jay-Z.

Does adding labels to my blog posts get more people to see them?

I should eat lunch. What should I eat?

THE END

I swam

UNCENSORED THOUGHTS:
I have gooten soft.

That iss the official end of the uncensored thoughts section for today but by cleverly placing it at the top of this post everything else is still under the heading UNCENSORED THOUGHTS.

When I put my togs on today they were snugger than they have been in the past. They always used to be too loose. I swam and really felt it in my arms. Allso my hair is longer now than it was last year when I swam. I guess I need to get a simming cap even though I don't like them. I want to make my muscles hard again like they used to be. I want to be a hard man (just kidding guys I just want my muscles to be stronger (then I'll be able to lift people in hugs more easily!)). Gotta do some pushups soon

I also went to my Dad's school and helped a bit. It was different from i expected. I feel good about it though. I helped kids with writing a story. I had to keep stopping them from talking and make them keep writing. I feel like I contributed to society, which is good because I often worry about that. Gonna go back next week.

Fuck what else?

this

I had a nice gchat with ben today. I enjoyed it ben.

Haven't been writing enough. Gotta get onto that tomorrow.

I'm sleepy. Wanna do some emails but I think I'm too sleepy. Was one of the seven dwarves called Sleepy (I alsmost wrote bears instrad of dwarves).

I miss talking to Jim Rowley and Jonny Lily.

This blog post is lame. Need to step my game up. I'm feeling vaguely lonely right now. I think it's cause I'm tired. Crispin is on gchat and I kind of feel like chatting him but I don't have anything to say.

I want to read A Million Bears and During My Nervous Breakdown I Want to Have a Biographer Present again. I wish I had a fucking book but actually I don't want to rush it. All in good time Jackson, all in good time. It used to be that my real name was tom and jackson was a psuedonym. I don't know whcich is which anymore LOL. INDENTITY CRISIS!

I want some chocolate.

I just took a break from writing this and emailed Ghya. She is cool. I wish there were more of here poems out there. I like her ebook. Here it is: http://avnh.blogspot.com/

I also started chatting Crispin. I made a pun of his name. Easy peasy.

Just fiunished listening to a podcast about Alcatraz. My friend Lani went there.

THE END

ps: crispin showed me this and it has inspired me to rap mroe: